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Update Time.


Okay..where to even start? I'll go with the subjects of school, "idiot", dance, and family for now

School

Well..uhh..it's going?..i guess. This past 9 wks was my worst in my life..here's my "predicted" report card >

History = D-E
Graphics = B-C
French = D
Child Development = A-C
English = A
Math = C
Gym = B-C
Chemistry = C-E

Oo boy. Well I know I have no excuse really, but truth is, oo well. I got sick and hurt so everything just went down hill..this 9 wks I'll just get straigh A's in everything and I'll be good then. hahah.

"Idiot"

Well if you know me, then you know who that is. I'm not naming anyone for now. For those that know he got together with Reva and that just about killed me. I seriously lost myself and I got literally sick over it. It lasted like 3 days? or something like that. Everyone told me it would never last..but at the time, I just felt like..well how can they be soo sure?!..well they were right, I kind of knew they were..it was just that little bit of doubt in the back of my mind. Well now that that is all over with, we are talking more than ever and things are REALLY great. I know I say that now..something will end up happening...but oo well, he makes me soo happy.

Dance

Well since I've been real sick and like hurt my back real bad if you would have asked me monday I would've said horrible..but I'm starting to feel LOTS better. Today was the best after gymnastics class I did all my competition dances and Me and Jesse's dance that we did for Step Up 2 the Mic..and I wasn't even "that" tired after. I love being able to do that. The only bad thing bout today was my ballet class seems to have left their technique I taught them back at the beginning of the year and even after I've been through the dance a million times they wont listen..so I had a "talk" with them, they should be better next week..cause I threatened them with "long" and "hard" barre work..so we'll see.

Family

"ok" I guess. But the big news with family is my grandma and homer come home in 8 days!!!!!  I CANT WAIT!! I miss 'em soooo much! Once gram gets back..she's takin me to get my prom dress, takin me for my license, helpin me by the jeep I want, and soo much more. Ahh I can't wait!! It's been almost 5 whole months!!


There we goo..happy shauna? lol

I'm soo freakin' tired I'm off to bed.
Last day of school for me tomorrow! Yay!
((cause of competitions this weekend))

**Ida**

2 days in a row ..I'm on a roll.  hah.

Yeah so I had a pretty descent day  I was real tired to start off and I've pretty much had a headache all day , but what are you gonna do?!..Talked to the rents and decided to go apply for a few jobs to pay for my insurance so I can go get my lincense on the 6th  , so I asked Tammi who was hiring at the mall and she said CEC (Chuck E Cheese)..[where she works ]..so my mom took me, picked up Tammi, went to the mall..and I filled out an application for there and then we decided we'd go apply at Aeropostale..so we get in there and we're filling them out and it starts thundering..REAL BAD ..like shaking the store , bad. So we finished fillin' them out and went to go outside and you could see on the sky lights there was snow and like just 15 min before that there was none. In less then 20 minutes there was 1/2 in!!  It was crazy! So yeah, now I'm home and tired and I have a bad headache ..but I'm waiting for *him*  to get online so I can talk to him a lil.

laters all
*leave me comments*
- Ida Jade

Update time.
                            ...Wow! I know.

*big sigh*

so the whole fuck guys entry...yeah disregard that ..well not completely, I mean that's how I felt at the time ..I just went through a lot of stuff.  And the boy that I like (my friends you know..cause he's pretty much all I talk about anymore ..sorry I can't help it ). yea well..2 Sundays ago?..yeah I pretty much confessed exactly how I felt about him  and then he went through a bunch of things, all of which I'm still not sure what?!   Yeah..so then all of last week he was completely normal ..we're flirtin'  smilin'  starin'  havin' the greatest time..oo and talkin' more than usual . *sigh* yeah so..also good news, if he goes to the V-day dance..*crosses fingers*..I'm going with him   , AND my rents are actually considering letting him take me ..and then out to eat afterwards with some friends ..it's a freakin' miracle I tell you. lol.  So I'm actually in quite a good mood.  I'm going to see him in our school play on the 3rd so I'm excited about that as well.

yay so..school...OMG ..Ansell ..ugh..I'm so fuckin' tired of her shit.  I'm sooo ready to either hit her, walk out, or punch her right in her fuckin face ...maybe I'll do all of them?!   heh, yeah so she's a fuckin' bitch that's all I know..and I can easily say that the whole student body can agree with me...no?! hah

besides that..school is going quite well. And I'm actually happy to get up in the morning and go ..well that's only because I'm in school with *him* ..but you know..so what?! hehe

dance?...eh..yeah..I dunno, I've been "blah" lately about it? ..yeah I mean I love it to death, but I just like being able to dance on my own to my own music more so then anything anymore . And all the hours I spend there ...geeze so much time..I feel like I'm missing so much with my friends.  Eh..of course I always get like this towards this time of year..just a real "down" time for me I guess?..yeah

home..haha..well better than usual..though my mom told stacie tonight that I would be lucky if I got home alive tonight . BUT..that has all passed over and I don't even want to worry/think about it ...but one thing that's still driving me nuts is I can FINALLY go get my lincense the 6th of Feb. well..I could, but my rents are being dumb about it  and after telling me like 2 years ago they'd pay for my insurance..they're trying to tell me they didn't but whatever ..I'm thinking of mabye gettin a weekend job somewhere  or something cause working at the dance school isn't enough.

yeah well I'm gettin off her makin phone calls and talkin to friends ..loove ya guys.

*leave me comments*
~ Ida ~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Okay enough problems with my friends right now..but I got my own..and I don't deserve this!!!..I least I don't think I do...what did I ever do to anybody?!..seriously if you know me I get along with like everyone and anyone..but all of a sudden I'm not important and no time is spent on me or even a thought..I give up..I'm giving in..I don't want to chase..I'm done done done...fuck guys..I'm waiting till college to find ANYONE..fuck em all..you are all fuckin' losers, liars..and more and more of you are provin' it to me..especially the one's that I "thought" were good for once..they turn out to be assholes as well..I'm a good genuine girl..I like to have fun..why the fuck can't I find someone like that or someone who wants that someone who wants a realationship someone who I deserve and not someone who would rather date the school slut or soemthing..what the fuckin' fuck!!! This isn't right I deserve so much damn more..

FUCK FUCK FUCK
GUYS GUYS GUYS

















signed..I'm finally givin' in..movin' on..and forgettin' you
*Ida Jade*

oKay..so according to Shauna, I need to update this thing. hah!..Yea so..updation

let me first say          HaPpY nEw YeAr!!!


'05 was pretty damn good but somehow I think '06 will be even better..

Okay...well it's like 6:30 right now, normally the time I'd be gettin up but I got like 3 hours of sleep cause Brit stayed the nite..oo and she did my makeup so just wait for those who see it today at school..they'll be like  hah!
yea so...dance is going..well it's going I got REALLY frustrated at dance on Friday cause I can't get these turns for my private..and according the darlene they are "o" so important  Yea so I got home and worked out for like ever and passed out from lack of water..I know...I treat my body sooo well..hah!..Well I need to get back into shape cause for the next 3 months I'm doing a bunch of summer intensive (camp) tryouts like over 10 probably..just to see where I can get in..or where I can't...*sigh*..so I have dance tonight...god I need like 5 naps I'm gonna like die by the end of the nite..6 freakin' classes in one night..damn that's tiring..yea so anywho I've pretty much decided I want to college at Point Park...I REALLY REALLY want to..BUT..you only get in on audition..soo..I have to train like hell and hope for the best I guess. *sigh* yea...
School..oh god..haha I'm such a freakin procrastinator..I've had like 2 months to do this 5 pg. research paper for my history class and I haven't even really looked at it and it's due on like the 9th. Hmm..my bad
Relationships..well I don't have one..nothing new...I can never find the right guy..or the find the right time or something..this weekend I'm going to Maryland for Sea Scouts (yes..I'm officially a boy scout..haha) and well the kid I like was suppose to go as well..yea..well, he can't he works friday and saturday...which really f'in sucks cause there's gonna be a dance on saturday nite and..yet again like ALL dances I'm not gonna have anyone to dance with..SHOCKER!!!..not..god I really do give up..I'm just gonna sit back and not chase anymore..they can chase me for a change..like anyone would want to though..yea..w/e
Friends...really f'in great..gettin' along with like all of them..I hung out with Tammi for like 3 days in a row..Jesse on Wednesday..and then Thursday Maggy spent the nite..and then Saturday (New Year's Eve) Keisha and Brit spent the nite and we got..yea...well we got pretty much drunk off our asses..but god it was fun..and a first for me lol..and then last nite Brit stayed again. Other friends..well..I wish them the best like always..I'm here for them..and I just hope everything is the way it should be real soon or I'll like have something to do/say about it..I can't stand my friends bein' hurt. UGH!!

Okay well I've past 16 minutes of my time...like 14 to go..haha..I think Brit fell asleep lucky ass doesn't have school today..ugh so tired...

Okay well I guess I'm gonna go or something
leave me comments..yea that'd be nice.
*peace*
 Ida Jade